Lovey! Hows your duty going on? hehe

Hes in camp doing his duty now and can only get to book out tomorrow morning, so he cant go to Terence chalet today. But i will be going to his chalet with him tomorrow again. (; miss you! =X
byesss

♥susanna

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Fuckin cheap shot on my head, gave me a sprained neck durin ICCT (Intermediate close combat trainin). I chose not to hit the person whom held a grudge against each other, but ended up sprainin my neck. I could have taken you down easily. Sometimes, if you are too nice, and didnt want to hurt a person, it will end up you bein at the losin end.

A great day spent with love!

The attitude changed towards you isn't about any other things, its the blog matter. You should know. You shouldn't have delete the blog i created and edited just recently for you. This is what i am angry about. I didn't want these things to happen either.

Got to book out yesterday night at about 11 p.m after my live firin. Reach camp at about 1o.15, clean arms, washed up and chiong out from my camp to catch the last train back to east side. Called dearest and she's at bugis celebratin her friend's birthday. Planned to give her a surprise because i am suppose to book out on Saturday mornin, but plan failed. She's too clever this time.

Chemical Defense was hell. The smoke was terrible. The smoke makes my skin burn. Have been slackin though in camp for about weeks already before this comin april's FTX ( Full Troops Exercise ). Its a battalion level field camp. I wonder how it will be like. Its 4 days 3 nights. I guess dearest will miss me like hell right?

Bulletproof Vest live firin yesterday. Jaguar Company conduct and their OC planned to let them book out after the firin. Lucky we Lion Company get to book out too.

COS duty next week. ZZ. Bookin out on the Sunday mornin. Sian.

Called me a petty person, describe how fucked up i am, i don't care, i have my integrity, i don't like to be taken granted of, i don't like people who don't appreciate what i have done for them, you ALL just don't understand me.

Fucked up! I can only book out on saturday mornin, and next week's my COS duty. I hate army. Stop burnin my weekends.

I am really not happy about this. I am gettin really irritated by these. Please understand.

To gerald, take care bro when you are in taiwan doin your atec, hopefully recon 1. Safety first when on operations. To weihong, and i meant it will not be the same, because the blog i did for you is done with my efforts, i create, i edit, i make it nicely for you to write all your feelins in it. Disappointment. To hongyi, you will always be my best bud, and i mean BEST! To des, good luck in your studies and drive safely with your bike. I hate accidents eh. To ter, best wishes to you and your mei eh. Heard that there's some misunderstood between both of you lately, and although i just seen your mei for once? Haa. To perry, not that i wanna say you, accept it anot, its for your own good as a bro of yours, anger management, and control your attitude, towards everyone. To alan ang gan jie, seldom see you these days, but still, your face is the the funniest and cutest. A great person to go for an outin with. To chen kai, same, drive safely with your ah huo bike, i don't wish to see anythin happen to you, and good luck for your commandos life. Last but not least, to my beloved nana, happy 1 month anniversary on the 1oth. I hope that you are happy for what i have done and those surprises for you. She loves to be loved. I blogged until as if i am goin to die tomorrow, i am just bored in camp.

I have yet to mention this, for any reason you can come up with, for deletin the blog i did for you, it will not be the same anymore.

Today's our BIG day!

To be a better man.

Hey people, i am goin to be confine this week for live firin. Maybe bookin out on sunday mornin.. Sad-ed..

Maybe i didnt know how to plan my time for all my people, but i only have 2 days back at home every week. My mum have been naggin at why is it that sometimes she cant even get to see me durin my book out days. As for my bros, i treated them maybe better then my own brother. The time now spent with them may be a little lesser, but it's a disappointment for them to say or to think that i am 'fucked up'. Weili ever said before, 'in your life, your friends somehow were more important. i am really glad thats your choice, because now, they are your true brothers. i want you to treat that girl well alright.' She didnt want me to treat Nana like how i treated her last time. She wanted me to spare a thought for her, and she didnt want me to put my friends before Nana, like how i did last time.

Last week, my mum had an arguement with me, she cried over how spendthrift i can be. She didnt want me to be like my fucked up father. I promised her to turn over a new leaf, but sometimes my bros wanna go for drinkin session at mansion, i cant possibly reject them. For every little things you guys didnt get to notice it, i have my reasons behind it. I don't wish to get disappointed bein thought or bein said that i am fucked up after gettin together with Nana. It's such a mess now.

That's really disappointin.

要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气.