Fuck the weapon.. Flunked the ATP test.. Didnt get my marksman.. Ah, fuck it, i still got my love's support anyway.. But afterall, my personal SAW is fuck up.. Zz..

I learn how to cherish, i learnt how to think of her feelins, i learnt how to treat her good, and i learnt how to love a person once again.. You taught me these, you make me think.. I know what i should do to make her happy..

I hate bookin in!

Yesterday shall be the last night i drink. I mean special occasion is excused. Afterall, after these years of alcoholic life, i finally decided to put an end to it. I don't wan anyone to donate half a liver to me in the future. Haa. Chivas, Martell, goodbye!

She's my valentine.

Happy Valentine's Day to my love. Hope you will enjoy the day.

Few of my friends signed on for ADF today.. Commandos? Ni zhen de kai xin ma? Zz..

Yesterday was my big day! It turns out to be a positive answer for me. I hope you feel the same happiness as i do. Lookin forward to this friday and saturday. Goin pasir ris park to do some romantic stuffs for my 2IC teo. He wanted someone to help him set up some words made by lightsticks, and i volunteered to help him. He wanted so much to patch with his ex-girlfriend, and i'm willin to help moreover, i got to meet my love. As for saturday, it's valentine's day. Planned everythin for that day. Hope you will be happy. Alright, everyone's out for night's out except for me. Deserved personnels only, but not me. Att c the whole week last week, cant blame me. Blame my ankle. Whole of next week is outfield. Busy busy. But get to book out very earli next friday. For now, i just wish to see you.

我只想见到你.

ATT C for 4 days again. Wish i could be there for my platoon for those outfields, urban trainins. I wanna recover! As soon as possible. I miss wearin Smart 4.

我怎么都感觉不到呢?

This day, i finally put aside the worries, the memories and the love we used to have. I'm not afraid to look at your face, your messenger and your facebook account seein that you're attached anymore. Hope you're doin well in your Junior College, doin well with your boyfriend.

某人 just lighten up my life.










某人会想念某人吗 ?

某人说不错哦!

I said i pathetic not because of my leg and not because of missin 'you all'.

Ok, i did it again. I sprained my ankle. Sprained both side of the ankles on my left leg. Will be more serious this time cause of the old injury i have. Doctor suggested to go look for Medical Officer on thursday mornin to let him recommend me for an X-Ray. Didnt really hear what he say about where or what 'thing' is broken. I cant be able to join you guys to play basketball for quite some time. ZZ.

The Reason is,

you.

如果你不爱一个人, 请放手. 好让别人有机会爱她. 如果你爱的人放弃了你,请放开自己, 好让自己有机会爱别人. 有的东西你再喜欢也不会属于你的, 有的东西你再留恋也注定要放弃的. 人生中有许多种 . 但别让自己为一种伤害. 有些缘分是注定要失去的, 有些缘分是永远都不会有好结果的,爱 个人不一定要拥有, 但拥有一个人就一定要好好的去爱她. 男人哭了是因为他真的爱了. 女人哭了是因为她真的放弃了. 如果真诚是一种伤害, 我选择谎言; 如果谎言是一种伤害, 我选择沉默; 如果沉默是一种伤害, 我选择离开. 如果失去是苦, 你怕不怕付出 ,如果迷乱是苦,你会不会选择结束, 如果追求是苦, 你会不会选择执迷不悟 , 如果分离是苦, 你要向谁倾诉, 好多事情都是后来才看清楚, 好多事情当时一点也不觉得苦.