Maybe i didnt know how to plan my time for all my people, but i only have 2 days back at home every week. My mum have been naggin at why is it that sometimes she cant even get to see me durin my book out days. As for my bros, i treated them maybe better then my own brother. The time now spent with them may be a little lesser, but it's a disappointment for them to say or to think that i am 'fucked up'. Weili ever said before, 'in your life, your friends somehow were more important. i am really glad thats your choice, because now, they are your true brothers. i want you to treat that girl well alright.' She didnt want me to treat Nana like how i treated her last time. She wanted me to spare a thought for her, and she didnt want me to put my friends before Nana, like how i did last time.

Last week, my mum had an arguement with me, she cried over how spendthrift i can be. She didnt want me to be like my fucked up father. I promised her to turn over a new leaf, but sometimes my bros wanna go for drinkin session at mansion, i cant possibly reject them. For every little things you guys didnt get to notice it, i have my reasons behind it. I don't wish to get disappointed bein thought or bein said that i am fucked up after gettin together with Nana. It's such a mess now.

That's really disappointin.

要怎么证明我没有说谎的力气.