Pics of the day.

Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Well, we're bored in school. Haa.

你要离开我知道很简单 , 你说依赖是我们的阻碍.

也许时间是一种解药 , 也是我现在正服下的毒药.

Went drinkin with weizhen, weihong, june, and fion. Not quite sure of the other girl who drank with us. Hmmm, weizhen bought a bottle of chivas. I felt kind of uncomfortable drinkin with them. You know why, but definitely, i will treat you back when i have the money. I haven got my pay yet, and i have my family economic problem. So, gerald, i hope you understand. Sorry. I hope you know me well, i want my brothers to be happy, i you all to have bright future, i want you to endure six more months to complete this damn certificate for ITE. So far, as i can say, i failed you maybe a few times, but don't fail me on this, cause, we knew each other from this course, and we became brothers. So, we have to complete this, before.... We become commandos. As for wei hong, i hope you kinda know how to think. Know how to think before you act. Think about the people around you. The people who care for you, comes before yourself. I really don't wish to see you and gerald with those expression with unsatisfactory in yourselves.

兄弟 , 我只希望我们都会开心.

Bored bored. Whole day was like so shag. Did the project with weizhen. Nb, we were like so frustrated over the damn whole procedure in doin the project. The wordins, the sizes, the lines. Knn. See, this is what we end up doin when we flunk our O level's in 2005. So, don't follow our footsteps. Buck up for those who are takin O's.

I'm so tired. Lesson starts at 8 o'clock everyday. Work durin the weekends, schoolin and basketballin weekdays, not enough sleep at all. But, it's time to get prepared for NS. Lack of sleep and tough trainin i guess. I'm shortlisted to Commando Specialist. Or maybe Guards Specialist. Considerin on whether to sign on or not.

Regg, better study hard for your O level's ar. Don't come back to see us with bad results. You better..... HAA. Jia you brother.

Time for bed.

I need a drink. DDS.

Finally, i know what i should pursue in life. I want a successful career, i want to build it myself, from those experience gained from young. I won't want to commit myself to playin games like the past or just wander around Tampines Mall doin nothin. I wanna gain more knowledge, more wisdom. I don't wanna waste my time in my early life. Those time wasted will never be back. I am walkin at a one-way street, without lookin back. What gone is gone, i just wanna acheive what's in front of me.

我一直以来生活在你身边
不懂你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边
你的笑容能让我开心一整天
只要一天没和你见面
我的心情不会好一点
时间已经不多
我还有话很想说
已藏在我心里不懂如何开口
我们很快就要走
回忆也不算太多
简简单单希望你会懂
不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心
会在想你
那些回忆会永远抱着甜蜜
不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记
我爱你
你是我微笑的原因
只是希望你能比从前开心

I'm drunk, i cant see u clearly, i cant imgaine u are there. I'm now in a terribe, sub-concioused state, but let me acknowledge, i still love you as ever. Pardon me for my wrong-doins.

'Is this what i wanted?', 'am i really happy?', i asked myself. 'When will you ever forget her?', 'what can be done to make you forget her?', she asked. 'You are no longer the yenkiat i used to know.', she said. 'You can never forget her, impossible. You can only regard her as part of your memories.', one ever said this to me.

Give me a break.

14 Oct 2007. What is that date for? Damn it. I'm fuckin emo now. Just why the fuck is all this shit happenin to me? I wanted to, but i cant. Damn. Drink drink drink. Drink until i vomit my organs out, that's best.

Goin to gerald's house to drink tonight, skippin school tomorrow, nice idea eh. ZZ. FUCK!

我就是开不了口 , 我只能够远远地看着你.

Back from work. I'm so freakin tired. I gonna faint soon.

Back from chalet. Feelin fuckin down yesterday. Everyone left the chalet except for mx and perry. Luckily wei hong came and drink with me. 10 bottles of tiger, and he reached his max. Somemore, the beers are shared among all. I'm feelin so sick now, and i have to go work later lackin of sleep. Zz. Damn. I'm dyin soon.

I'll wait for you no matter what.