SAW gunners reshoot is on a weekend, saturday and sunday. Fuckin burn my weekend. ZZ. Its a confirm thing. I not worried about the money, and the so called battalion best SAW gunner. Its the weekend that matters to me. I have to get confine again.

我终于明白了.

Mood swing nowadays.

Let's drink drank drunk tonight! Drink all our sorrows away.

How garang can i be these few days. Paintin those camou poles and get my body stained with black paints. Takin every trainin seriously.

Alright, some results i got in my first half year's NS life

- IPPT -Silver
- SOC - Passed for the first year
- ATP - Marksmanship (Battalion best SAW gunner with the highest score)
- Lance Corporal (First rank i got to sew onto my No. 4)

The marksmanship is what i achieved this week. I'm proud of myself, although i didn't expect myself to get the battalion highest score. Another 2oo bucks into my bank, and another half day off into my leaves. Aimin for next month's best soldier and my IPPT Gold. I know i can do it!

Next week's 4 days 3 nights of field camp. Fucked up. Have to book in at 2ooo this Sunday.

Everythin in my life now is goin smoothly and i don't expect anythin else for now.

顺其自然吧!

Bookin in tomorrow after a long Block Leave. Time flies. Its a perfect break after havin a hectic life in camp, only bad thing is cashless. ZZ.

Guard duty on Sunday. Alright, i must be responsible for what i have done. I accept it. See you peeps in a week time, miss me ba.

Serve the nation? I don't get anythin good in return.

I'm so fuckin unhappy this New Year. I really don't fuckin understand what's these all about.