30th Naval Divin Unit (NDU), says xiang. Good luck to me on my interview day on 4th february. Mornin will be another fitness test - Pull Up. Standin Broad Jump and Swimmin. Worse part is i have to wear trunks and goggles to swim. I cant even find both of it. The swim takes only 5 mins to test my swimmin skills. Nb, bo liao. After that, interview by a warrant officer. Lunch then medical screenin then after the screen, they will put me inside a divin chamber to test whether i can stand the pressure. This all will last till night time and after dinner there, there's a psycological test and multiple choice test which consist of 300+ questions, and its the end of the interview. I thought i can skip school on that day to go for the interview, but now i realise i would rather attend school than goin for interview. I guess i will turn insane that day.

After that day, its goin to be Chinese New Year. This year, there's only 3 of us. We are are not suppose to celebrate this year due to the funeral recently. Chinese new year used to be my favourite festival throughout the year. I get to eat alot durin the festival. I get to go out with my family. My uncle used to buy the foods i love. This year, it will be my job to buy these foods home.

A man is someone who will catch a woman when she falls.
A man is someone who will always honour his words, smile lik he mean it and say lik he mean it.

别害怕孤单寂寞 , 因为我会一直在你身旁陪伴着你.
别害怕伤心失落 , 因为我会一直逗你笑.

This post is for wei hong. When can u start to think? You are in your 20s. I mean older hen me by 4 years. Gone through army life, and yet you dont know how to think. I may not know what you wanna do or what you plan to do for the rest of your life, but i know you are just wastin your time and youth at this point of time. You quit your diploma, and you quit your jobs. Remember what you told me at CU that night? You were cryin and wanted me to trust you the very last time. Although you didnt do it, i didnt say anythin and i dont wanna stress you, but as a brother, this is what i should say. To wake up or not, is up to you. Dont make me lose hopes on you although i have already lose much of it. I'm not suppose to lecture someone elder then me. Dont say i'm long-winded. I'm goin in to NS soon.

Alright, this is not for you wei hong. Later you thought i gay. ZZ.

希望

我一直以来生活在你身边
不懂你如何看得见
只好静静靠在一边
你的笑容能让我开心一整天
只要一天没和你见面
我的心情不会好一点
时间已经不多
我还有话很想说
已藏在我心里不懂如何开口
我们很快就要走
回忆也不算太多
简简单单希望你会懂
不能在一起也没关系
至少你懂我的心
会在想你
那些回忆会永远抱着甜蜜
不管未来你会在哪里
我都不会忘记
我爱你
你是我微笑的原因
只是希望你能比从前开心

别害怕孤单寂寞 , 因为我会一直在你身旁陪伴着你.

别害怕伤心失落 , 因为我会一直逗你笑.

People come and go. There are no true friends, there are no true soulmates. Only brothers stay by me.

别害怕孤单寂寞 , 因为我会一直在你身旁陪伴着你.

别害怕伤心失落 , 因为我会一直逗你笑.

I'm stil dreamin of you. I'm tryin to numb myself.

别害怕孤单寂寞 , 因为我会一直在你身旁陪伴着你.

别害怕伤心失落 , 因为我会一直逗你笑.

Fuck. I got a letter from CMPB to go for an interview at Sembawang Naval Base. Am i posted to navy? Cant really accept it yesterday when i first saw the letter, but its like not that bad. Sea commando, elite force i heard. I wanna get into Classified Unit, and i am considerin whether to sign on or not. The interview is on 4/2, on a Monday. Which means i wont be goin to school on that day, but i have to get to Sembawang by 7.30 in the mornin. ZZ. That's life for a man. NS.

I felt tremors in my feet. The veins in my left feet is like shakin every 5 to 10 mins. It started yesterday night, and its like very pain for a moment everytime it shakes. It really irrtates me the whole night. ZZ.

I wont be runnin away.



别害怕孤单寂寞 , 因为我会一直在你身旁陪伴着你.

别害怕伤心失落 , 因为我会一直逗你笑.

Wahaha~

Pictures tells it all.

12th of january. Song's birthday. He hit his Big 2. In a 6 months time, it will be my turn. Today was a really enjoyable day. We sang Happy Birthday song when we were on the way back Tampines from Eunos to yusong. He's sitin inside the passenger seat, and there we are sitin behind singin and shoutin out loud on the PIE expressway. Alright, here are the pics of the day.

First, we start off at yusong's house, then we took bus no. 5 all the way to Orchard Road to meet Gerald.

After that, we watched Dan In Real Life at Shaw House, which is quite a borin show. (No pics taken in cinema)

After show, we head to Bugis for our Steamboat session. (Lots of pics taken)

Then, we walked through Bugis Junction to get to the MRT station. Gerald and i took some pics with Zhou Dong and his latest movie.

We alight at Eunos to wait for song's father to drive us back to Tampines.

While waitin for his father's lorry, we spent our time creatin nice pose for the camera.

Finally, on the way back to Tampines, we took our last pics before the camera's battery went flat.

They are my brothers. The people i cant afford to lose. Not even one, not even half.