'Is this what i wanted?', 'am i really happy?', i asked myself. 'When will you ever forget her?', 'what can be done to make you forget her?', she asked. 'You are no longer the yenkiat i used to know.', she said. 'You can never forget her, impossible. You can only regard her as part of your memories.', one ever said this to me.

Give me a break.