Tomorrow is my uncle's 49th day. I have to wake up 6 o'clock in the mornin and have to reach the temple at 9 a.m. It's kinda hard with you not around, but i know you are still livin your life happily after death.

I proceeded with my life. A new chapter. I know you have a new person in your life, but this doesn't matters anymore. I don't have any feelins for 'by right i have to be sad' this kind of foolish things anymore. You are just someone who once appeared in my life and changed my lifestyle. I kept every traditions i could to keep you in mind, but i just couldn't remember your face anymore. The more i wanna recall your face, and more blur it gets. We both love green and black. We exchanged baby photos which is still kept in my wallet till now. You like Haruko and i always say i am Sakuragi. You love the roses i drew for you. After all, i will love you no more.