It's been some time since i last blog out my feelins, my everyday happenins, the people around me. Just no mood for everythin. First of all, i miss playin basketball with gerald. Miss those times when we playin basketball every single day after school. The only thing to do to destress, to vent everythin out. These times will be back soon again. I will make things happen.

Holiday's starts tomorrow. It's time for some relaxation. Brothers goin overseas. I guess it's goin to be a lonely holiday.

I miss drinkin sessions. I have not been drinkin for a few months. I wanna drink.

Well, there's only 3 of us left in this family. Its more and more quiet over here. My mum's still cryin every now and then and i hate it. I hate cryins, but i just cant do anythin about it. I'm so unfillial.


My knee's hurtin again.